Ive dissapeared.
In a moving world, i know only stillness
and see only grey.
I speak in whispers
and hold my breath
Waiting.
And watching the walls heighten
Behind the skin, the pieces crumble
unknown in the newness of today.
But Im not there. Not yet.
Ive dissapeared.
Losing her, and losing trust in those i shouldnt have to.
They found status through inconsiderations and betrayals,
and claimed them as acts of kindness.
But I knew this before.
Its harder to take with a wounded soul.
Harder to forgive.
We scattered.
But Im still frozen in that place.
Im still on the verge of breaking down.
Im still here, but you can’t see me.
